Eee Muur Gense (e)

Hermes dictum (or whatever) – as above so below – Fractals and Iterations –

this is the “type” o’stuff i be feelin’ compelled to say to my loved ones (and sometimes do)

The emergency has already begun, globally and personally, and yall actin’ like everything is “normal”. Like yall don’ even wanna seriously think ’bout what’s goin’ on ’round ya, much less talk about, heaven forbid actually do something.

The primary issue, in every sphere, is survival (understanding, of course, we are free to thrive).

But the overall arc, as measured against the ingrained dominant mindset of the collective, is one of decline, a sacrifice of the old habits, expectations, and “things” that underlie our dominant set of behaviours.

In other words, we are confronted with radical change whether we want it or not, whether we like it or not. Why not take active control of the process?

Many people have been seein’ this and talkin’ ’bout this for a long time. And many people have been preparing and transforming for a long time. But these are the very few.

At some point – This Point Here and Now – the outward circumstances force all to confront the truth. And the truth is as simple as preserving our health and well being. Or maybe establishing our health and well being.

The days of “progress” and “evolution”, as defined by our culture, are over.

Just as night is followed by day and the seasons cycle, now is the time of contraction. The expansion has already stopped. The pendulum is swingin’ back. There is enough science and literature that document this – we need to grasp the specifics and share them, so that everybody knows the same thing at the same time, share the tools of transformation and creation, locally/globally, throughout the whole of space and time.

But more importantly, immediately, here and now, personally, today, we must act.

We must confront directly the implications for our families and neighborhoods. We must decide our course so that we all understand the same thing and either act together or splinter and create new ways of survival appropriate to the crisis.

Our most significant and essential tool as human beings is our state of mind or “that which is of highest value”.

To address this issue may be the single most difficult task, and conversely our single most all encompassing blessing. The bottom line here is simple and direct – love and understanding.

The situation, this crisis, this emergency already implies a total and complete upheaval, a reversal of not only the way of our daily life, but of our way of thinking and viewing the world. And i think it may be characterized in the moment by one word. Sacrifice.

Sacrifice the old dreams and expectations. Sacrifice habitual thinking and living. Sacrifice the “self”. Self sacrifice, inwardly and outwardly. Expand personally and intimately, family and neighborhood, community and bioregion. Planet.

We must observe, plan and act – with the flexibility of willingness and readiness, of learning and discipline – to adjust and adapt as the new progression, the new r-evolution.

The long decline is the loss of our comfort and easy survival –  but inwardly and spiritually, in our soul, is demanded a long ascent, an expansion of our mind.

 What produced the emergency was the expansion of our “self” which pushed the spirit of god aside.

So all that shit i just been talkin’ a variation, an iteration of the shit i always be thinkin’. ‘Course, sometimes it like chemical psy enhancement, where observation pulsates, like when ya lookin’ at a persion rug, say for instance, and one color appears dominant then another appears dominant and so too the different patterns emerge and recede, and you see the same phenomena where ever you look and you listen and hear the street sounds and people and children and nature, bird calls and insects, the smell of flowers and mown grass and it all comes together as an unstoppable symphony and the magesty of life is understood to be, the deep significance, the very meaning of existence being human relationship in the womb of cosmic light nested in the shade of Mother Earth like an exploding invisible sun in the center of yo’ brain that instantly incinerates all yo’ sin and the shit vomit that floods your sinus cavities and fills your skull and you disappear entirely momentarily or sometimes it might be like when you share that with a friend and he wants to bring in the pride of his life and his posessions and an immense steel iron psychic wedge descends on him and splits him in two irreparably and forever threatening you except for the invisible sun done burnt you up anyway so there aint nothin’ left to harm and maybe then you should have learnt that not everybody gonna get it all at the same time so that they become a priority to love and care for, those who are still waiting …

… and the same patterns fractally iterate throughout the whole of space and time …

But anyway its all about the children’s safety and security, plain and simple. Why? Selfish Genes, the physical world, spirit manifest (the supposed drivers of this culture’s evolution – memes – notwithstanding), is the deepest gut feeling – the furthest expansion of the spirit, through generations.

Need to start factoring in fractals and iterations into your worldview, moment to moment, on a daily basis, with each pulse of the universe.

So here ends an example of what i had to get off my chest. May further explore some of the issues raised (may forget).

Tuff Nutz 2 Krak …

and assorted saddle burrs …

so over the years i had some. I s’pose, for some folks, the ‘god’ issue been a tuff nut. I say that ’cause they’re so many references and intense discussions around ’bout belief or not. To me the discussion just a distracting irrelevency, i can’t devote any energy to it. It appears to me the talk arises out of an uninformed comparison of obsolete abstract symbols, dead memes.

Somewhere in here is a trend, within myself, to be hesitant toward krakin’ some nuts. Ya know like how a childhood trauma might scar ya fo’ life? Maybe like lettin’ the genie outta the bottle.

My first krakt nut bit me in the ass. When i was a kid i couldn’t understand how there could be such a thing as war. What could be so bad that i would be willin’ to go kill somebody? Well, at age 21, after i lived with a woman for a year, i understood well, simply by measuring the depths of my own emotions. And that was a game with no winner, just two casualties.

So, in the interest of pluckin’ the splinter out my brain, having taken a year each of western philosophy and eastern civilization, not only did i study the ‘new age religio-philosopher theosophy types, but much of the consumer grade, big chain bookstore literature in psychology, sociology, science, history, and current events.

And outta all that K and Bohm rose to the top.

Now here some nutz rattlin’ ’round my brain, courtesy of K:

1) you HAVE to be good
2) the observer is the observed
3) any movement of the ‘me’ is violence
4) is there action without will?
5) is what K says true? yes or no
and what are the implications?

Approaching these questions, its like when Neo, having swallowed the red pill, touches the mirror and …

still waiting?

As a laborer … thats the nice way of sayin’ it … really i mean slave … as a laborer livin’ in this world it can tend to get a bit overwhelming … that is if you blessed enough to even be employed by the master – hell, let me thank god right now the master lettin’ me grab a few crumbs off the floor … i can’t imagine (well i can, but it aint a pleasant experience) – i dont like contemplating what it would be like battling for garbage outside the plantation where the master discards his waste … much less having to bring a child into that environment … this one i find myself in bad enough … i already live in a constant state of tension, concerned ’bout both my children and grandchildren.

Yeah … slavin’ is life destroyin’ but i know the master enjoyin’ his spoils and he gettin’ tighter on his control … and its suckin’ the life outta me …

universal acid

k’s teaching, how it works for me, as it plays out in my brain …

its the universal acid …

the first time i read dennett’s “Darwin’s Dangerous Idea” i pictured universal acid, as he described it, as being so corrosively powerful it ate up the entire universe clear back to the big bang, leaving nothing …

and thats what the teaching does to the entire structure/process of thought in my brain … it eats it up and leaves in its wake only the entire actual universe … as it is … without the mediation of perception …

it just takes the hint … of one miniscule drop of the teaching …

like an invisible sun, already there, which instantly incinerates the entire self, flesh and all and leaves nothing — an inferno of intensity which draws the essence of life out of the Earth … like the Sun of our solar system …

why sun worship is the original religion … and relates to the moon and stars in the night sky as the void out of which life emerges … consciousness, the substance of the universe …

what does it mean … to do it alone?

It could mean one or many different things or any combination thereof. Maybe that one is repugnant, physically, mentally, or socially – or that one, not actually repugnant, may feel so … as an accident of fate or instilled as a psychological program by whatever authority may have had influence.

A human being may do it alone because his or her vision is not known or has not been shared or may be perceived as inherently flawed.

Persons may proceed on they mission alone if it is judged too risky, difficult, or dangerous.

Others may be alone if they are imprisoned or exiled, whether rightly or wrongly.

Or one may proceed alone if involving others would curtail they freedom, theirs or the others.

Or it may just seem like the right thing at that moment.

existence in exile

exile – … voluntary absence from one’s country or home … one who separates himself from his home

its like freeing oneself from the influence of the world … not the world of nature or of the universe, but the world of man. To free onself from that part of the world that formed you or is applying force against you in order to control or use you … then in that new place you may find the same dynamics … the world as vampire … draining yo life force … skillfully using yo own innate drives against you … if you don’t want to end up a withering husk, a shrivelled  corpse, empty of life … you must exile yo se’f within, attend totally and absolutely, see what is and what must be … what must be abandoned, what must be done, and what must be created.

exile – … forced removal from one’s country or home … a person  expelled from his country or home by authority

sometimes its like the same thing … the world of man’s creation can not or will not tolerate  anything that can’t be forced into use by the ruling authority.

then again, maybe its like a contaminant or waste being expelled by the body

depends on yo point of view

i submit that the Truth is not a point of view or opinion or dependent upon an authority but is absolute and the same for all human beings in all worlds

that ol’ demon love

How is blindly casting a message of love into the void like casting out a demon? Well, they both need to get out before they destroy their host.

Why should a message of love destroy its host? If its burstin’ to get out but not allowed to.

Why would anyone not allow a message of love to get out? Fear. Fear of consequences – the power of love may upset the established order of things. Of course, though certain established orders may need to be overturned, that process may emotionally or sometimes physically disturb those who profit from the established order. And those who profit may react violently.

Why should the power of love destroy the established order? When the established order perpetuates evil and suppresses love.

exorcisin’ a demon

i chose to labor in industry ’cause i not a natural people pleasin’ person – ya know, dealin’ with the public sellin’ or servin’.

Nor did i believe in the position from which they taught in college – the presuppositions that were necessary to proceed in education, the assumptions that were made concerning the “rightness” of the white christian american point of view. My aptitude tests said i should be a lawyer or a manager but the world lawyers and managers inhabit appears to me to be a house of cards with a false foundation built on shifting sands.

And i knew i couldn’t just sell something, some product or service i didn’t believe in just to make money.

Even the idea of sellin’ something i do believe in goes against my normal sense of the natural order of things. Its like if you aint already there or in a place similar to me, then for me to try to convince you or persuade you i must exert some type of force, however subtle, well meaning, or kind my intention, i must direct my energy toward you to get you to move from your natural state.

And in my understanding of how the universe works, any force i exert will ultimately come back to me.

Ergo, there are only two circumstances in which it is appropriate for me to initiate contact and direct a message to you, and in this case they are both actually the same. An emergency situation, in which case it would be evil for me not to inform you of an impending event that could harm you or a loved one, number one and number two is if it is the force of love that compels me.

So the time is comin’, soon, for me to initiate contact, but until that moment i blindly castin’ my message into the void … like exorcisin a demon …